“Jesus,” Adrian whispered.
His voice sounded wrong in the room. Too loud. Too rough. Too late.
He crossed the kitchen in slow, disbelieving steps and knelt beside her. Up close, she looked smaller than he remembered. That realization was absurd and unbearable. He saw her every week—didn’t he? He sent gifts from airports. He FaceTimed when he could. He paid for the best private school, the best pediatrician, the best nanny services money could buy.
How could she look… diminished?
His trembling fingers brushed her cheek.
Cold.
Too cold.
Sophia’s eyes flew open.
For one suspended heartbeat, Adrian expected joy. He expected surprise, a sleepy smile, a child’s instinctive relief.
Instead she flinched so hard it was like she had been struck by electricity.
Her whole body tightened. Her shoulders curled inward. Her little hands came up protectively against her chest.
And then she looked at him with pure, unmistakable fear.
“D-Daddy?” she whispered.
Not delighted.
Not safe.
Careful.
Adrian felt something tear inside his chest.
“Soph,” he said, but his throat closed around the name.
Her eyes darted past him to the hallway.
Checking.
Listening.
Making sure someone else wasn’t behind him.
“Please don’t be mad,” she said quickly. “I just got hungry.”
He stared at the plate.
Mad?
The word hit him like a blow.
“How long have you been sleeping here?” he asked. His voice shook so badly it barely sounded human.
Sophia looked down at her clasped fingers. “A while.”
A while.
The room tilted.
“There’s a bed upstairs,” Adrian said, hearing his own voice harden with disbelief. “Why aren’t you in it?”
Sophia’s lips trembled. She looked again toward the hallway, then back at him.
When she spoke, it was so soft he almost didn’t hear it.
“Because Mommy said I’m not allowed.”
The words entered him like ice water.
Adrian went very still.
Claire.
His wife’s name seemed to echo in the polished kitchen. Claire with the impeccable clothes, the camera-ready smile, the charity gala speeches about family and gratitude. Claire, who had kissed him at the airport six days ago and laughed when he promised to bring Sophia the dollhouse she wanted from Milan.
Claire, who was upstairs.
Or wasn’t.
Adrian stood so quickly his knee hit the marble island. Pain shot up his leg, but he barely felt it.
“Where is your mother?”
Sophia swallowed. “Sleeping. I think.”
“You think?”
“She… she gets angry if I check.”
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