“I have a daughter. I feel that having more than one child divides attention too much. Makes it harder to be a really good parent.”
She smiled.
I wanted to throw my clipboard at her, but instead I smiled back and left as quickly as I could.
After that, it became a game for her.
Small comments. Tiny cuts.
When I adjusted her pillow, she said, “Can you not tug like that?” even though I barely touched it.
When I flushed her IV, she flinched before I even connected the syringe and sighed as if I were being rough on purpose.
If anyone else was in the room, she turned sweet instantly.
Then the door would close, and she’d look at me with that same lazy cruelty.
And I started to realize—it wasn’t random. She was building toward something.
One afternoon, a CNA named Marcus came in to check her blood sugar.
As soon as he left, she looked me over and said, “That scrub color really washes you out.”
I kept charting. “Do you need anything else?”
“You know, I always wondered what happened to you.”
“Really? I don’t think about high school much.”
She gave a short laugh. “Yeah. I wouldn’t either if I’d been Library Lena.”
That one hit because it was the same old tactic: say something subtle enough that it can’t be proven, but sharp enough to linger all day.
I began to dread Room 304.
I never told anyone I knew her.
It felt childish somehow, like high school pain should have expired by now. I was 41. I had a mortgage, bad knees, and a son in college. Why could one woman still make my hands shake?
I started counting down the days until her discharge.
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When it finally came, I realized I wasn’t going to be free of Margaret that easily.
At noon, Dr. Stevens stopped me outside the supply room.
“Hey, Lena,” he said. “I’d like you to handle Room 304’s discharge personally.”
I blinked. “Sure.”
“Let me know before you go in.”
It was a slightly unusual request, and something in his tone made my nerves tighten.
That was when I knew this wasn’t just a routine discharge.
“Of course,” I said.
When I knocked and stepped into her room just after three, she was already dressed, lipstick on, purse packed, discharge folder on the tray table.
Waiting.
“Well,” she said. “Perfect timing.”
I forced a smile and picked up the folder. “Let’s review your discharge instructions.”
She folded her hands neatly. “You should resign, Lena. Immediately.”
For a second, I thought I’d heard her wrong.
“I’m sorry, what?”
“You should resign,” she repeated. “I’ve already spoken to the doctor.”
My fingers tightened around the papers. “About what?”
She tilted her head slightly. “About how you’ve been treating me.”
“What? I’ve treated you appropriately this entire time.”
“You’ve been rough. Adjusting things harder than necessary, delaying when I call, and your tone…” She shook her head sadly. “You’ve used your position to mistreat me because of the past.”
I couldn’t believe it. “That’s not true, Margaret.”
She smiled. “It’s true if I say it’s true. These things are taken seriously. You know that.”
For one awful second, I was 16 again, watching her smile her way out of trouble while I took the blame.
Then she leaned back, crossing her legs. “I’m giving you a chance. Resign quietly, and this doesn’t get messy.”
For a moment, I thought she might succeed—that I’d lose my job, that my children and I would suffer because of her spite.
Then a voice came from behind me.
“That won’t be necessary.”
I turned so quickly I nearly dropped the folder.
Dr. Stevens stood in the doorway.
Margaret blinked. “Doctor, I was just explaining—”
“I heard you.” He stepped inside, looking at her. “You raised a concern earlier about your nurse’s professionalism. I wanted to understand it better.”
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