Still, I made the tea she never liked, because that’s exactly what she would have done.
Kettle on. Two cups out.
Even though one of us was undeniably gone.
I finally opened the envelope.
“You’re going to ruin your teeth, sweetheart,” she used to scold whenever I added too much sugar.
“You like it sweet too,” I’d tease back.
“That doesn’t make me wrong,” she’d reply, offended but smiling.
The kettle screamed. I poured the water. I sat down. Then I read.
Her words struck harder than any eulogy.
In an instant, I was six years old again.
My girl,
the letter began.
If you’re reading this, my stubborn heart has finally surrendered. I’m sorry I’m leaving you alone—again.
Again?
I frowned, but kept going.
Before I tell you the hardest truth, remember this: you were always wanted. Never doubt that. Not even once.
And suddenly, I was six again.
“They didn’t feel anything.”
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