That’s what they told me when I became an “orphan.”
It was raining that day. Adults whispered in corners.
A social worker explained there had been a “serious car accident.”
“Instant,” he said. “They felt no pain.”
I remember staring at the stains in the carpet instead of his face.
Then my grandmother arrived.
Her house felt like another world.
Small. Hair in a gray bun. A brown coat that smelled of cold air and laundry soap.
She knelt so we were eye level.
“Hello, little one,” she said softly. “Are you ready to come home with me?”
“Where’s that?” I asked.
“With me,” she replied. “That’s all that matters.”
That first night, she made pancakes for dinner.
Peeling wallpaper. Stacks of books everywhere. The scent of cinnamon, old paper, and detergent clinging to everything.
The floor creaked in exactly three places.
“Pancakes are for emergencies,” she said, flipping one badly. “And this definitely counts.”
I laughed, even though my throat hurt.
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